I've had these super vivid dreams lately. They feel so real. I remember what the people in my dreams are wearing, how they smell, if they are warm or cold. Talking to them, hugging them, the expressions on their faces.

Then I wake up. For a moment, it was all so real. Then it just faded as soon as it came.

I feel so tired today. I think this June gloom has got everybody down. This feels like the slow, hibernation period of summer.

So my job actually gave me more hours for this upcoming week. I was sooo surprised. That never happens. I'm kind of excited. I mean, it's more money right? The Lord knows what I have need of when I need it. Still, and I feel stupid over this, I am apprehensive of my job, and the people I work with. And having self-doubt over my own capabilities only makes me more anxious.

I need a vacation, don't I? Hehehe.

Well, a mini one is coming. Just gotta be patient. Just gotta get through the June gloom.

And try to stay awake through the long days.

Psalm 48:13-14

...that you may tell the next generation that this is God, our God forever and ever

He will guide us forever/He will guide us beyond death.