Psalm 130:5-6

"I wait for the Lord, my soul waits, and in his word I hope;my soul waits for the Lord more than watchmen for the morning, more than watchmen for the morning."

The body was not designed to live in a constant state of fear. Hence why, sooner or later, we cope.

But I'm so sick of panicking. I feel so alone.

And I know that God cares how we feel, and he wants to fulfill the desires of his children. But I'm afraid. It feels like none of my big desires have been fulfilled, so I become doubtful of him.

The job is good.

I feel guilty for saying this, but i'm so done with church right now.

I feel tired...and I don't feel like I have any reason to be. Is that strange?